I don't know why people don't get it. But they really don't seem to understand. Except my beautiful Cathy, I know she does. Vaulting means the world to me. Nothing can compare to it. I mean there are 2 things which matter the most. Cathy and vaulting. Nothing more, nothing less. I cannot vault anymore, that's true. But just being there means the world to me. To support the people I love the most. And I will go with them. No matter what. No matter who is against it. People understand everything. But they donÄt understand real love. If you experienced what I have then you will mybe understand. But you didn't. And I hope you never will.